If my mom knew I signed up for a reality dating show, she would have killed me alive. Skin me to the bones. I am the black sheep in the family. My story, my life is nothing less than extra-ordinary. The extra mile I take to find myself a date, to pursue looking for my soul mate. Yes, there is no such thing as the perfect soul mate. I know that. A girl, can dream can’t I. It costs me nothing, so dream I shall.

The first day of the shooting was rather interesting. I came as a spectator and not a participant. The universe is funny on its own accord. I was called upon to be part of the girl at the podium because the participant didn’t show up. I appeared on the show in clothes of not my own.

The 4 gentlemen on the 1st episode was fairly impressive. It brought hope to Malaysia. Then, I disappeared for more than a month, away travelling for business and for holiday. The internet lifestyle, one I dreamt for many years, I’m living it. Dream and one day it will become your reality.

I came back on episode 6th. Life means so much more after the show ends. Friendship bond was established with single individuals from all walks of life.

“Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they are meant to be there; they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are.” – Lindsay Russo

I remembered who I am on the social grounds. An experience, I have lost when I left the corporate world. I am so grateful to have found my friends, for they serve a purpose and a humble reminder of what I can be as a friend.