{"id":393,"date":"2008-01-21T15:42:00","date_gmt":"2008-01-21T15:42:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/laimayleng.com\/blog\/?p=393"},"modified":"2024-09-01T16:23:37","modified_gmt":"2024-09-01T08:23:37","slug":"walk-for-health-27-jan-08","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/walk-for-health-27-jan-08\/","title":{"rendered":"Walk for Health &#8211; 27 Jan 08"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/_M3iNL0ShtgM\/R5S94xxApdI\/AAAAAAAAAww\/9LYqCjl-Qi4\/s1600-h\/walk.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;\" src=\"http:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/_M3iNL0ShtgM\/R5S94xxApdI\/AAAAAAAAAww\/9LYqCjl-Qi4\/s320\/walk.jpg\" alt=\"\" id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5157956256375285202\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a>It was that long ago I held a card and embrace my flesh without much shame and ask for money from strangers.  The courage wasn&#8217;t much of an ordeal, it was the look that pierced through the eyes as the person shake his\/her head, declaring a &#8220;No, thank you&#8221;. The look that don&#8217;t even deserve a second peep at the green card. I remember that facial expression, one that defines coldness and emptiness. I ask myself, do I look like a con artist or is RM10 such a big value, an amount so much that requires contemplation ?<\/p>\n<p>I knew walking around in public places, holding the card, I would not feel shame for myself but shame for the society. Perhaps I may be able to raise a decent fund of RM1, filling the 20 rows by walking in the mall or at an eatery. What then ? An accomplishment of RM20, the price of today&#8217;s society&#8217;s generosity ? I fear to validate the skepticism in me.<\/p>\n<p>Having that fear, I drove my hope aiming to raise fund for the &#8220;Walk for Health&#8221; from the Speakers of  <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youthmalaysia.com\/nyec\/thespeakers.html\">Youth 08 Entrepreneur Convention<\/a>. Paying RM50 as an entry to the Convention and having the opportunity to interact with the distinguished speakers, I could come home with a decent fund.<\/p>\n<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/_M3iNL0ShtgM\/R5S9pBxApcI\/AAAAAAAAAwo\/6WeASz0C6eU\/s1600-h\/sponsor.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;\" src=\"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/_M3iNL0ShtgM\/R5S9pBxApcI\/AAAAAAAAAwo\/6WeASz0C6eU\/s320\/sponsor.jpg\" alt=\"\" id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5157955985792345538\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a>Seated down at the convention hall, the speakers took turns sharing their views and perspectives. After each session, the break of 10 minutes took place. This is my moment. I lingered around the stage. The crowd surrounded each speakers and I stood there, holding my green card. &#8220;This is really stupid. Give it up. There&#8217;s just too many people wanting a piece of the speaker.&#8221; My thought lingered on. Feeling at the edge of a ridicule line, I hid the card back into my bag. Then, one of the speaker caught eye to eye with me. Stun, I felt obligated to respond, after all, I have been standing for at least 5 minutes waiting. &#8220;Hi, my name is May Leng. &#8221; I spoke pathetically. The speaker smiled. Then, the cat came and stole my voice box. &#8220;Can I take a picture with you?&#8221; I heard myself said. That moment, I became a fan. A fan of a person I don&#8217;t even know the existence until I enrolled myself into the convention. This is utterly disgraceful ! My plot failed miserably. The attempt was futile.<\/p>\n<p>Feeling rather low, I motivated myself to try again. This time, with one of the speaker I&#8217;ve met before. Nudging the youth,  I was convinced my persuasion  power will come back and rescue my dignity. My self ego was buried six feet under. Right place, wrong time.<\/p>\n<p>Finally, at the end of the convention, I drew the final breathe in me and took the leap. I parted the words and I managed to receive a fund of RM100. My sincere gratitude to the youth speaker who&#8217;ve answered my plea.<\/p>\n<p>With a bucket of sincerity, I humbly seek for your kindness. If anyone is interested to sponsor my &#8220;Walk for Health&#8221;, you can do so by emailing me at doi_nk@yahoo.com.  The event is on this Sunday, 27 January 2008 (7 am). Location is at SS2 RT Centre field. You can join the walk if you wish, its a fun walk with main purpose to raise fund for the Lions Club of KL North.<\/p>\n<p>My last attempt, the voice in me willfully type away. Will you answer to that call ?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It was that long ago I held a card and embrace my flesh without much shame and ask for money from strangers. 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