{"id":443,"date":"2008-03-06T05:20:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-06T05:20:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/laimayleng.com\/blog\/?p=443"},"modified":"2024-09-01T16:22:47","modified_gmt":"2024-09-01T08:22:47","slug":"what-i-really-won-a-happy-moment","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/what-i-really-won-a-happy-moment\/","title":{"rendered":"What I Really Won &#8211; A Happy Moment"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_M3iNL0ShtgM\/R8-I61SjiYI\/AAAAAAAAA3w\/gRAYoUTWuls\/s1600-h\/award.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;\" src=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_M3iNL0ShtgM\/R8-I61SjiYI\/AAAAAAAAA3w\/gRAYoUTWuls\/s320\/award.jpg\" alt=\"\" id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5174505041190685058\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a>I came home that Saturday evening, clutching my victory by hand. Mother saw me and without question started her nagging session, &#8220;You bought another photo frame home? We have enough photos hanging around the house.&#8221; I turned the plaque and explained to her, &#8220;I won this.&#8221; She acknowledged me with a blank look. Clueless on the existence of my blog, I just told her &#8220;It&#8217;s computer stuff, like how I won the <a href=\"http:\/\/doink-justme.blogspot.com\/2007\/10\/why-i-want-to-eat-at-fridays.html\">free meal in TGIF<\/a>&#8220;. The word free excites her. Her eyes beamed and sparkled. &#8220;So, how much did you win ?&#8221; I could almost see the money sign flashing on her forehead as she pokes her head closer to me. &#8220;Nothing, just this&#8221; I heard myself said as I held the metal piece high up, even though the fact is, mother is illiterate. The words in the frame is meaningless to her. If there was a prize for a Kodak moment, this will be it. The dumbfounded look on my mother&#8217;s facial expression, a definite first prize winner.<\/p>\n<p>To my disappointment, the exact same words echoed on the phone when I shared the happy news to some of my friends. &#8220;What did you win?&#8221; The next question that came after an oblivious answer of &#8220;A plaque&#8221; was &#8220;What other awards were there?&#8221; I answered the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.nuffnang.com.my\/blog\/2008\/01\/24\/youth-malaysia-08\/\">named awards<\/a> and  later revealed the winning prizes. Indeed, the other winning made me looked pathetic.  I felt so small holding the phone and the reply on the other end, &#8220;Did you actually win anything, besides that useless frame?&#8221; My heart sank so deep, I could see it vanish. I found myself looking inside to find out what it was and in the moment of turning within there was what I can best describe as an explosion of silence. My body was alive and pulsating with energy but the mind was totally silent. Then, a flashback came to me.<\/p>\n<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/_M3iNL0ShtgM\/R8-PWVSjiZI\/AAAAAAAAA34\/rlWEohVOSWk\/s1600-h\/img_0946.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;\" src=\"http:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/_M3iNL0ShtgM\/R8-PWVSjiZI\/AAAAAAAAA34\/rlWEohVOSWk\/s320\/img_0946.jpg\" alt=\"\" id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5174512110706854290\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a>&#8220;doink-justme&#8221; the microphone announced my blog name. Everything was blurry, I looked up and there he was, the <a href=\"http:\/\/timothytiah.blogspot.com\/\">co-founder of Nuffnang <\/a>standing on the stage with his friendly and warm smile inviting me onto the stage. I stumbled finding my way around the crowd of bloggers. I took my steps carefully up the stage. Moments as such, I fear tripping on the footsteps and caused an utter embarrassment to myself. I stood next to the Nuffnang MC. He was much taller than I am. The question came, &#8220;Did you expect to win?&#8221; His eyes looked down into mine and mine looked helplessly up into his. &#8220;No&#8221; I answered. He dipped again with another question, &#8220;Do you have anything to say?&#8221; My thoughts wandered away from that question. There was another explosion inside after which my mouth said &#8220;No&#8221;. The word came from an unknown place.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hello, hello, you still there?&#8221; I woke up from the flashback. &#8220;Yes, I&#8217;m here. I won more than the plaque.&#8221; That&#8217;s all I said ending the call.<\/p>\n<p>When the<a href=\"http:\/\/doink-justme.blogspot.com\/2006\/10\/awakening.html\"> first post<\/a> started in Oct 2006, I wanted to bury myself. One year down the road, an advertising company noticed my presence and defended my pride. <a href=\"http:\/\/doink-justme.blogspot.com\/2006\/12\/stroke-my.html\">I can&#8217;t write so I was told and my blog will never sustain pass one year. <\/a><\/p>\n<p>A name soon to be forgotten, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.nuffnang.com.my\/featured-blogger\/bg-2008-mar\">Nuffnang Most Promising Blog Award 2008<\/a>. But that Happy Moment will forever be mine.<a href=\"http:\/\/www.happy.com.my\/happymoments\/happymoments_view.aspx\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><br \/><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.happy.com.my\/images\/happy_moments_smiley.gif\" alt=\"Happy - Happy Moments\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I came home that Saturday evening, clutching my victory by hand. Mother saw me and without question started her nagging session, &#8220;You bought another photo frame home? We have enough photos hanging around the house.&#8221; I turned the plaque and explained to her, &#8220;I won this.&#8221; She acknowledged me with a blank look. 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