{"id":519,"date":"2009-10-31T23:32:00","date_gmt":"2009-10-31T23:32:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/laimayleng.com\/blog\/?p=519"},"modified":"2024-09-06T16:45:31","modified_gmt":"2024-09-06T08:45:31","slug":"the-truth-was-revealed-in-tears","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/the-truth-was-revealed-in-tears\/","title":{"rendered":"The Truth Was Revealed in Tears"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>As I came into class that day, I never expected my day to end with tears.<\/p>\n<p>Like most tutors, I looked at my students and said that I loved them all the same. However, that was impossible, because I do have a favorite. A truth I try my best to hide.<\/p>\n<p>Each time I come to her home for private classes, I would actually take delight in marking her papers. Her handwriting is neat. Her room is always scented. It was so comfortable, I never wanted to leave when the class ends.<\/p>\n<p>She has such good manners and brimming smile. She is a joy to be around.<\/p>\n<p>That particular day, she didn&#8217;t smile when I walked in her room. I knew there was something bothering her when she did all the mathematical sums incorrectly. I didn&#8217;t say anything as I marked a big X on the workbooks.<\/p>\n<p>Then, I just sat there and looked into her eyes, softly I said, &#8220;Dear, what is wrong?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Her tender voice broke and echoed in the still room, &#8220;Is cancer contagious?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I was caught unguarded. &#8220;No, why do you ask?&#8221; I managed to will myself to speak. She then explained that her grandmother had died of cancer years ago and her father is diagnosed with cancer.<\/p>\n<p>The room got colder as her voice ate the room.<\/p>\n<p>I sat there, motionless. This is where, her tears erupted like a volcano.  I did what my body could do, I hugged her.<\/p>\n<p>After an eternal moment, I sat her up and comforted her. Intently, I found out that she was worried that the blister on her lips were an infestation of cancer and she would die next after her father !<\/p>\n<p>For a nine year old, the news was too much for her to handle. I completely understand her fear.<\/p>\n<p>We didn&#8217;t do anything after that. We just talked. I explained what is cancer and I could see her bright smile once more.<\/p>\n<p>At the end of 2 hours, I went back to my car. In it, I cried. I don&#8217;t know why, I just cried.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As I came into class that day, I never expected my day to end with tears. Like most tutors, I looked at my students and said that I loved them all the same. However, that was impossible, because I do have a favorite. A truth I try my best to hide. Each time I come [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-519","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-all-in-a-days-work","et-doesnt-have-format-content","et_post_format-et-post-format-standard"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/519","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=519"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/519\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1261,"href":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/519\/revisions\/1261"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=519"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=519"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.laimayleng.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=519"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}